

Echoes of the pastYou can always find me there.Echoes of the past
Lost in the deep dark waters of the past I'm drowning because I've forgotten how to swim,
oh won't you come and teach me how again?
I'm sleeping, yet I'm wide awake.
Possiblites endless, The point was missed long ago. Wonder if there even is a reason anymore.
My pillow has been dry for awhile, no more sleepless nights. My heart doesn't ache the way it used to when you cross my mind. My eyes no longer reflect such sorrow, such secrets untold. My core doesn't seem so hollow, my heart not so exposed.
I need to let you go,


my blue-eyed boySo sad to see you cry, It tears my heart into pieces Want to hold you close, Take away all your pain If my heart wasn't so decayed I'd give it to you So you could start over again, start a-newmy blue-eyed boy
The clock goes round, as the days go by, I'm in the back of your mind,
but you're still hanging out in the middle of mine I know I haven't been around, haven't been there to calm you down Or hold you when you needed it, or even talked to you to think of it
Wonder how you are, I wish you knew how much I cared How much I miss those deep eyes, oceans of sympathy, D


Right here in my armsHere I am alone again Watching my cigarettes burn like bridges Built over rivers of my tears Tears of crimson stain my cheeks I gouge out my eyes because you are all I see Yet you won't go away because its thoughts of you that haunt meRight here in my arms
I try to forget, try to escape
pop a few pills make this pain go away Cigarette after cigarette burns its way into my lungs As I long for the better days that I've been promised are to come. I remember the past, and the few times I felt alive But those times are gone, and now I'm dead inside
These tears they cloud my vision t


Distant screamsDistant screams. shivers down your spine. oh won't you stay and watch as i slowly die inside? watch me rot away to become nothing. see me now naked in your eyes. vunerable. nothing to hide. take me now as you used to and watch as i become something again. Bring me high into the clouds, then watch me fall back down. entertainment for your tired eyes. your complex mind. Watch me bleed, watch me cry. don't wipe away the tears. like acid burning my cheeks. all i know now is this. i don't even know you anymore. i have finally become numb. comfortably numb. Pound your nail into my heart and watch as i silently bleed. watch as a bleed for you...Distant screams
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"you left me with such pretty scars"
-Klay Scott
(hmm...icp drawings [off to work]).
~candybear
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